843pm

yeah ok gonna head upstairs and watch the tribe lose on the plasma yeah they gonna trade clifford lee yeah i think that shit is fucked up becuz didn't they trade bartolo colon for him when they were dismantling a decent team so they could re-build and now the re-build cycle is over and they never won

once again just like always oh well

yeah

i am gonna head upstairs and read kenneth roberts yeah i dig that stuff becuz i like to disappear from this bullshit world even if it is only for an hour or so every nite yeah

baby

i wish you were here or fuck it who knows maybe i do not i mean you should know by now that i am a motherfucker like that i get all into you and then for some reason real or imagined or devised

whatthefuckever

i get sick of you and then i cannot stand you deal with the sound of your whiny voice or fuck it who knows maybe baby it is me

maybe it is just me always fucking up always stepping off things right before they get good you know it could be that all right ok baby maybe i miss dumping blow on your pussy and laughing when you say ooh whee ty baby it tingles yeah maybe i miss those ten trips a nite to the bank machine and the liquor store and sleeping all morning and afternoon in a dark room who knows maybe that shit is retarded but at least i did not have to think about all these problems all this going nowhere all this growing old

older

whatthefuckever maybe just maybe someone out there could write me something that makes my heart want to explode the world yeah

maybe it could be you like x or rotto does for me maybe you could join them yeah who knows i mean umm i think that would be so nice ok.

big besos your boy

ty2thaB kisses to the kissable dap to all the rest str8edge like a motherfucker but the loneliness simply will not go away no ma'am

it will not.

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