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If I write something in the dark is it an SOS does it mean plz help me does it mean I am still alive does it mean I still have hopes does it mean anything hi I can't sleep hi I was looking up barely remembered names on FB hi dude everyone looks so old now tell me do I look like them how can I how can a guy who dressed like Martin Gore be wearing a Tap Out shirt how how
how
the fuck does that happen man I
can't sleep I
can't fucking sleep
I can't sleep so many words come out of my fingers every day I pretend I am not me I
asdf for chicken scratch I

dream dreams
man

do you hear me I DREAM DREAMS MAN but my eyes won't fucking close it
is late and I want to run in the morning but right now
I
CANT
SLEEP
my eyes are lying to my brain motherfuckers on there talking about JEEZUS and MILEY CYRUS they
were so
wild back then man
listen I do not remember anyone wishing for minivans
I
remember 16 yr olds in Fred Perry's I
remember when that one girl was the best on a bike in the country I

think to myself I
am a fraud man a total fucking fraud
faces oh

those young faces in my mind for so long are now old on FB why the fuck did I get that acct
ohwhere
have the years gone man every
one
looks so fucking
old ok
[BREATHE]
you
I saw you in the picture before the 7 seconds show
smiling
oh

we were all just babies I
felt so fucking grown up
the
decades man they
passed me by.