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i did two good deeds today. like two really good deeds. i felt so good inside afterward. also the snow fell like gangbusters.

oh. and you know those ppl across the street from us who won't talk to old ty?

i think they're beefin. he was gone mostly all of two days and then when he came home tonite she passed him their child and she left.

and like i said it's snowing.

idk. i kinda hate them for always ignoring me but for some reason it makes me feel sad for their little boy.

i also watched a nova program today where they took 13ppl - funny how shit is always the number 13 right? odd right? like a sick nasty private esoteric joke right?

anyway. so they took 13 couch potatoes and trained them for 9 mos and then the group ran at boston. all but one finished.

for some reason that shit made me cry.

it's weird. when i'm not a total suicide self-destruction addict junkie i have like emotions and shit.

word to ya mother. sleep tight babies. your boy's got your back.