1036 [waitin]

this agent and that agent has your manuscript and you keep checking your email

checking your email checking your

email you are

like man

come on plz read my shit and get back to me already this is worse than the instant rejections

like wtf will i do if this flag does not fly ah

oh fuck surely someone can sell this it contains every dream you ever had every goal every scar the

motherfuckin memory of every lie you ever believed every

shot to the dome you ever took right i mean

dude

it is all there hidden in the asdf about something else right like totally disguised behind other words [sore fingers and wrists] but you are in there aren't you somewhere watching your up/front confident assertions from some place within your terrified insides the

fear of failure [a lifetime of failures] eating away at you tearing

you up voices no one else hears laughing at you the poor kid at school the new kid at school

the

body that is a shell of wishes umm i mean really the body

that is a shell of will pushing you thru each day giving you the courage to send another query to

say goddamn you

I AM