1114 (drought)

it's all i can't stop thinking about
afraid everyone can tell
like just a thing ago
Big D sorta cornered me on a question
and in the pause
where all you could hear were the rise and fall
of chests
he caught me eye
eyebrow pointed over at the purple couch
and then chin pointed back at me, waggling one
eyebrow
and an imaginary part of me
went over to the couch with him
while i was just standing there
and i saw us starting
but in the real world i was
trying to figure out how to tell him
he was an idiot
and shrug him off
like i always do
so my mouth didn't make sound
and i became flustered
and Big D probably took this
as a maybe
but really, I was just skipping
like a record
so maybe
that
is
a maybe.

i'm discombobulated