Sometimes I feel like I am overflowing
Other times I open like a flower to the sunrise
Half the time I hear a voice that says I am worthless
The other half I feel less than that
Life is so much that I never want to die
Most of the time
But only because I know I am already dead
Like you
And you
I poured myself a glass of water, refilled the pitcher, put it in the fridge and went to bed without remembering to drink the glass of water
If then and that is how