otto is taller in person than he is on the internet. he is also handsomer and he also gives better hugs in person than on the internet.

the thing that solidified it for me was when, what, 5-10 minutes in when the person reading said the words 'beating off' we leaned our heads together at the same time and whisper-repeated, 'beating off'. and when the poet came on and we both vibed on the exact same lines. it was like Niner live.

I touched his masturbation hand.

best late night/early morning conversations ever.

we need a niner trifecta meeting one day. i think it would blow a hole in the universe. love story.